Cancer Sucks

Rainy, dreary, foggy, unclear. Itās been like this for a bit... I havenāt been updating this site because my dad is sick right now and in the hospital. The family and I have been huddling around dadās bed smiling so he canāt see the many tears held back for him. While we know the diagnosis and grim news, dad smiles, with hope, because some of the ātruthā has been hidden. But, I do believe in miracles and praying for one right now. I havenāt been able to write or think for the most part. My mindās been so occupied. I guess if it was sunny outside, it would seem as though the weather was mocking us in some twisted way. If you could say a prayer for my dad and ask for a miracle somehow, weād appreciate it. I miss that crazy Italian telling us awful politically incorrect jokes and stories. Itās strange, after a year of being āout of itā and not himself, while at the hospital this past week, his positive spirit came back somehow. I canāt explain it. We all said, āHeās back!ā But while the ...