And then there's faith.
|Things aren't always what they seem.
"Go on with your life. You'll be fine."
But there is hope.
My family. They're the world to me. I want a peaceful life knowing that my family will be here, laughing as we always do together, watching our pets play out in the yard and BBQs throughout the entire summer. I want LIFE. I don't want to have to keep life afloat and what I mean is -- I don't want materialistic things that'll have me in debt till I'm pushing up daisies. If ever I had to move out of this house and rent some small shoebox studio apartment -- I'd hook that bitch up and make it my own. Like I said, I am not about the money, the fame, the 'keeping up with the Joneses life' --- I'm "me" and I will never change in that aspect.
We're so busy trying to get "there" that we're not even noticing what's right under our noses "here". The words, "Yes, let's get together soon" has now translated into, "You'll probably never see me again unless I post something up on Facebook." We don't even get a chance to miss people because of this goddamn social media bullshit. We remember birthdays only by Facebook's reminders that come flying through our smartphones. When was the last time you wrote a handwritten letter?
When was the last time you truly enjoyed life?
Not many people get that chance.
I also try letting my close friends know how much they mean to me. But there's this quiet distance that sort of takes center stage -- an unknown, unspeakable pseudo feeling that makes us think, "Nah, they'll be around if I just keep busy for a while." And when you come back from all that busyness, it may be too late.
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